Conflicted

I feel bad even talking baout this shit, but it's crazy. My baby daddy done got himself in some real trouble. He will be incarcerated. What's crazy is this: Should I be mad that I won't get child support anymore or that my son won't see his dad for like a long ass time. I really feel in my heart that I'm more upset about my child support. That was my primary income...now I feel like Florida Evans...Damn, Damn, Damn!! In the world today...with this economy, I need that CHISUP! What is an unemployed college graduate to do in George W's society?